♕B A R A E.
how i wish i can tell you
that i miss you so so much
like very much
how i wish i can tell you
that i regret what i've done
how i wish i have courage to tell you what i feel
i can't pretend any longer
i can't fake my smiles any longer
it's hard to pretend that you're strong when actually you're not
i tought i can handle this
obviously i can't
but i know
there's must be a reason why this happen
seems like i can't forget you
or never
i wish you feel the same too
♕Help Me Allah.
it has been 2 months n 13 days since the last paper of spm. currently jobless. just stay at home doing nothing. not really nothing actually. house chores n baby sit my niece. okay maybe that can be consider as a job. cause i got pay haha. all 95-liners are waiting for their spm result. include me. gosh it's a goosebumps just by think about it. the date haven't being revealed yet. but some say it will come out on March 20th. n just now, my sis posted on whatsapp, she wrote one of my school teacher update her fb status saying the spm result will come out on February 21st means this thursday.
i am totally not ready to know the result. even though i tweeted yesterday that i can't wait for spm result any longer, but i didn't really mean it actually. never thought it will come out this week! ya allah i don't have any strength to take my result. i don't have any confident. it's trues that i had give all out on spm. but u know, i don't think i can make it. i'm really scare to death. what if i got no A, n what if there's subject that i fail. this kind of think that make me scare about the result. i'm the youngest in the family. n my third sis get 8A's for her spm result. it's kinda challenging you know. ya allah, i just want to make my parents happy. that's all.
Wednesday 28 May 2014 @ 00:13 | 
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